Welcome To My World…..
My Black Rose
My black rose That’s what you are to me So unique Such a beauty to watch unfold When you graced me with your presence I knew my world would never be the same My life is now dedicated to you Ensuring you have everything you need Watering you and nurturing you Watching you grow daily … Continue reading My Black Rose
The Golden Hour
The golden hour My favorite time of the day I revel in her beauty As she looks at me The sun hits her eyes and Highlights the light brown orbs Against her chestnut skin And she smiles Brighter than the glow on her face She is mine and I give thanks At the golden hour
Death Doesn’t Discriminate
Death doesn’t discriminate between the sinners and the saints. As Leslie Odom Jr. sings the words on stage during Hamilton, I am filled with questions. If death does not discriminate, Why do we hate it so much? In death eyes there’s equality in all lives, But in the churches filled with our cries, We can’t … Continue reading Death Doesn’t Discriminate
Oya’s Dance
She called to him during the storm As the tornados twirled and the winds howled She danced for him Draped in his color of red Hints of skin showing She enticed him with her movements The jewels on her anklet played a tune as they shook Calling for him to join her In the rain, … Continue reading Oya’s Dance
Not My Independence Day
As the colorful display lights the sky And God Bless America plays Take a moment to remember Remember that on this day A day that many people celebrate It is also a day that not everyone can relate Relate to the feeling of pride and freedom Love for a battle won That battle won was … Continue reading Not My Independence Day
The Lady At The Savoy
I remember the first time I heard her sing She walked on stage with the confidence of a Queen Her skin was the color of coffee mixed with the right amount of cream Finger waves graced her hair giving us a different version of Josephine Baker The red dress she wore fitted her perfectly and … Continue reading The Lady At The Savoy
Admiring You
As the sun begins to rise I take this time to examine you in the Quietness of the morning Dark hair cut to precision with a bevy of waves Smooth dark brown skin that reminds me of The homemade chocolate candy I made with my grandmother Dark thick eyebrows with cocaine slits showing your down … Continue reading Admiring You
Loving A Blues Man
Black like licorice Which I hate Except when it’s in the form of you Black like the berry Which I think are so tart Except when I get a taste of you Black like the bruise on my heart The same bruise you created when you left Something you said you would never do You … Continue reading Loving A Blues Man
Letter To America
America… Hello, I am fed up. Fed up with being expected to lead your battles While staying silent for mine. Mine that consist of the countless black men and women fallen victim to senseless Killings by police officers. *Pause* This is the part where someone says, “Melanin, black on black crime is a thing.” Honey, … Continue reading Letter To America
Look For Me
Look for me in the East As the cool breeze fans your face On a peaceful fall night Listen to the leaves crackle around you As they dance about the yard Watch the flames burn bright in the fire pit As the warmth fills your body Wish on a shooting star As it flies across … Continue reading Look For Me
When The Mask Comes Off
The façade has ended The person you created is gone The one I’m truly intended To be has arrived I gave you all of me And you still couldn’t see The damage done over time Digging deep inside I cried out for help I begged you to stop Let me be And set me free … Continue reading When The Mask Comes Off
HellGirl
I rub my eyes in the middle of my slumber I suddenly feel parched Parched and hot So hot it’s like I am on fire But how could that be I know I set the temperature to the normal 69 degrees before bed Opening my eyes, what awaits me stops my already still heart Soul … Continue reading HellGirl
Love and Light
As I walk through the darkness I’m assaulted with a vision of light Filled with hope as I come to the edge Eyes closed Arms wide open Free falling with images of you in my head Warmth fill my soul Should death come I am happy Happy to be in your embrace As you catch … Continue reading Love and Light
Who Will Mourn Me When I’m Gone
Who will mourn me when I’m gone? Surely not the ones who take me for granted. Not the ones that want nothing, but also everything. Everything to the point where I have nothing left. Not even an ounce of care for self health. My mind and body are both tired. Tired to the point of … Continue reading Who Will Mourn Me When I’m Gone
Blog: Justice For Elijah McClain
Who is Elijah McClain? Elijah McClain was a 23 year old massage therapist. Everything I have read about him screams gentle. On his lunch break he would play the violin for the kittens in the pet shop next door. He ran in barefoot running shoes because he felt it was more natural. Many of the … Continue reading Blog: Justice For Elijah McClain
Love From The Projects
There’s love in the projects Maybe not all roses and fairytales But there is love I remember waking up on summer days Just waiting to see who was coming out to play Red Rover Red Rover send my friends over Then we’d red light green light all over the neighborhood Before joining the girls to … Continue reading Love From The Projects
Daughter To Mother
Can I talk to you for a minute? I mean really talk to you. And for once just listen. Listen to the words as they flow from my lips. Hold them to the highest priority like an alter to the ancestors. May they bless our bond after this moment. A moment that is a long … Continue reading Daughter To Mother
Short Story: The Murder of William “Froggie” James
November 11, 1909- Cairo, IL. William “Froggie” James was a dashing young man. Tall and dark with a body full of muscles. Many women wanted him, but he only had eyes for his Sandra. They had been together for some time now and would be getting married soon. Walking down the streets of Cairo, IL, … Continue reading Short Story: The Murder of William “Froggie” James
Grateful
I saw you walking with her And my heart smiled I could not love you The way you loved me So you found it in her And I am grateful Grateful that she gave you what you wanted What you needed Love
A Kiss From A Butterfly
I remember sitting outside Feeling lost and lonely A memory of you came to mind I could see you so clearly Your caramel skin and bright eyes Serious face and deep dimples I could see it all And it hurt It hurt so much that I began to cry And in the midst of my … Continue reading A Kiss From A Butterfly
When Our Children Call Him Father
I never had mine in my life, But when I looked into the eyes of the man I love and agreed to marriage I knew I was making one of the best decisions as a wife. My children would have something that we both never had, A dad. He is dependable, He is strong, He … Continue reading When Our Children Call Him Father
Short Story: Juneteenth A Story Of Love and Freedom
June 19, 1865 The people lingered on the plantation unsure of what the day would bring. Many fidgeted with uneasiness and others were planning on the best way to escape should the day bring about terror as done before. They had been told early that morning that there would be an announcement come noon. Neva, … Continue reading Short Story: Juneteenth A Story Of Love and Freedom
It’s Okay To Take Time Off For Yourself
I’ve always thought that I did well with self care. This past week helped me realize that I didn’t. Over the process of dealing with everyday life, I stopped meditating, stopped listening to my relaxing music, stopped my yoga journey, and just completely forgot about myself. So, as I stated in a previous post, all … Continue reading It’s Okay To Take Time Off For Yourself
Adjust Your Crown
Relax queen Kick up your feet The days been rough And your soul is beat Release the worries Plaguing your mind Leave the negative all behind They tried to defeat you Tried to make you give up They didn’t know like I know You’re never down on your luck In this space you are welcome … Continue reading Adjust Your Crown
I’m Tired
I’m tired of smiling when I don’t feel like it I’m tired of being considered an angry black woman I’m tired of being asked how I feel after Seeing another brother or sister murdered I’m tired of being asked to help someone understand why black lives matter Inside I want to scream I DON’T FEEL … Continue reading I’m Tired
Called Out To You
I called out to you Just before midnight In the middle of a empty street Highlighted by the glow of the streetlights I prayed you’d hear me I held my breath for a reply None came Heartbroken I turned to go home Tears soaked my face The same face I felt a hand touch Warm … Continue reading Called Out To You
No Worries Here
The world has not been kind to you The road has left you tired and weary Society labels you a thug Only able to sell drugs Uncle Sam labeled you a soldier Then discarded you when your time was over You refuse to give up Refuse to give in to the evils of the world … Continue reading No Worries Here
Submissive For Him
I stood in front of a melanated God, One who seemed to debate every word that would come out my mouth. If I said it was hot, he said it was cold. If I said it was 12:01, he said it was past noon. Every single thing was a debate. I soon found he wanted … Continue reading Submissive For Him
Simplicity
Riding down the boulevard I reach over and hold your hand It’s early, So early it’s like we’re the only ones on the road We take it all in Crazy by India.Arie comes through the speakers The soulful notes touches us deep within No words are needed Everything in this moment speaks for itself The … Continue reading Simplicity
Beauty Unveiled
She walks into the room with style and grace Encased in a dress of sensual black velvet I’m ensnared by the beauty of her She is surrounded by an aura that puts me at ease While her red nails send me in a spiral of burning desire I need to be close to her Even … Continue reading Beauty Unveiled
The Feel Of It
I love the way it feels in my hand The firmness of my grip as I hold it The smoothness of its surface The length that’s not too long and not too short The boldness that fills me with the thoughts of its creation The steady pleasure it releases And also the disappointment of when … Continue reading The Feel Of It
Melanin Goddess
Look at me Really look at me See me for what I am And not who you think I am The cover of the book that you judged Is so much more Dipped in melanin Glazed in honey Blessed with the beauty of a sunrise I stand before you A Goddess
I Miss Her
I wish I could tell her how much I miss her I miss her cold hands early in the morning I miss that crazy dance she randomly did to make me laugh I miss her loud voice when she gets excited I miss the crazy messages while I’m at work I miss the way she’d … Continue reading I Miss Her
I Am Not Invincible
As much as I want to be Storm from X-Men (let’s be real Wonder Woman is so overrated. Debate me later lol), I’m not. I recently found that out and although I don’t like it, I have to accept that. I’m the type of person that feels like I can do any and everything on … Continue reading I Am Not Invincible
How Much I Love You
I want to tell the world how much I love you I want them to know that from the moment I met you, I found the manifestation of love. I want them to know that the rich color of your skin reminds me of the most premium cocoa I want them to know that when … Continue reading How Much I Love You
It’s Already Been Buried
Standing up, I wipe my brow after throwing the last dirt on the grave It’s done It should have been done long ago, but At last, it is done The best part is, no one knows the grave is here Should someone find it, surely they’ll have no idea who buried it here They’ll probably … Continue reading It’s Already Been Buried
Window To The Soul
They say the eyes are the windows to ones soul I believe it every time I look into yours That steely gaze that has the ability to stop me in my tracks So dark I get lost in them as I dive in a dark pool of onyx and drift away Slowly, with the vision … Continue reading Window To The Soul
Do You Hear Us Now?
Look out over the horizon See the flames burn bright towards the sky Hear the pain in their voices as their souls cry This isn’t the beginning This isn’t the end It’s been tacked on for years Covered in prayers and understanding Littered with stereotypes and hate Too much blood has been spilled No more … Continue reading Do You Hear Us Now?
Prayer For My Son
Now I lay him down to sleep Ancestors hear my soul speak My guidance he seeks from birth til grown Love and light surround him away from home Guide his spirit down his destined path May all enemies feel my motherly wrath
Enough Is Enough
Emotions are very high right now. After just witnessing Ahmaud Arbery and Sean Reed, here we are again with George Floyd. I have to ask, when is enough enough. How much more blood has to be spilled for America to get that our lives matter? Will America ever get it? At this point I don’t … Continue reading Enough Is Enough
I Can’t Breathe Again
I CANT BREATHE Those haunting words touch my ears again The vision of him on the ground with a knee in his neck won’t leave my mind Looking at it I find myself screaming just as I did in Eric Garner WHAT DID HE DO? DON’T YOU HEAR HIM? HE CAN’T BREATHE! GET OFF OF … Continue reading I Can’t Breathe Again
Her Father
She looks at him with eyes of admiration Her father The man that could do no wrong Her father The man who even though he’s tired, finds time to listen to her exciting tales Her father The man who makes sure she has nothing to be afraid of Her father The man who holds her … Continue reading Her Father
I Thought I Told You
I told you I didn’t love you, At least I thought I did. They say actions speak louder than words And my actions SCREAMED at you. We talked less, we touched less, and Making love has become nonexistent. I thought you understood what that meant. You asked me why I didn’t say I was unhappy, … Continue reading I Thought I Told You
Letter From Mother Earth
My children, it has been a long time I see you have forgotten about me Forgotten where you came from I have blessed you with so much, but still you take Take for granted all you have received The clean waters; you turn dirty The tall trees; you trade for paper The precious animals; you … Continue reading Letter From Mother Earth
I’m Not Afraid To Need Him
I was raised to be this strong black woman I didn’t need anyone for anything Especially a man I could do it all on my own That’s what growing up in my household taught me That’s how I went through life Until I met him His entrance into my world was as beautiful as a … Continue reading I’m Not Afraid To Need Him
Does my Skin Color Overshadow My Concerns?
***Trigger Warning: Please be advised, this post may be difficult for those that have experienced child-loss, difficult delivery, or lost a loved one during child birth*** While much of the world watches how things are going to play out with the Ahmaud Arbery case, another topic weighs heavily on my mind. Our black women are … Continue reading Does my Skin Color Overshadow My Concerns?
Physical Touch
Most people associate physical touch as sexual. It doesn’t have to be, There’s levels to it. Some levels we don’t experience until we find the right one. My spirit knew I was ready when he entered my life. His introduction was everything I needed. You should’ve seen how he’d stare into my eyes before tapping … Continue reading Physical Touch
1932 Love
You gave me that 1932 love That love that brought you to my house and you asked my mother and fathers permission to court me That love where you dressed up in your finest threads I dressed up in my best dress that came just below the knee to give the right amount of modesty … Continue reading 1932 Love
You Were My Downfall
As I lie here in the middle of the street, My thoughts drift to you I wonder what you’re doing, if you’re happy, and if you found someone to replace me Replace me….. That’s what you’ll be doing Replacing me for someone to make new memories with You’ll go on to live happily ever after, … Continue reading You Were My Downfall
The Sacrifice
Close your eyes and listen closely, As you stand in this space take in the moment. Can you hear it? The soft chains rattling in the distance, The haunting melodies of your ancestors singing, The footsteps shuffling through the sand towards the water. This place is not for them. This place will not be their … Continue reading The Sacrifice
Unprivileged In A Privileged World
As I watch the news recently about Sean Reed and hearing the detective joke about his funeral being a closed casket my heart hurts. While this young man was laying lifeless in the street without being covered up, that was something to laugh about? I still cannot figure out what he did that was so … Continue reading Unprivileged In A Privileged World
Lost In Thought
It’s raining and I’m lost in my thoughts of you Alone in the darkness with nothing but the sound of the rain against my window I think of the time when it was you and I together doing the same thing As we laid next to each other we shared thoughts of our future The … Continue reading Lost In Thought
I See Her When I Close My Eyes
If I close my eyes I can see her, 5’2, smooth chocolate skin, Afro hair, and a stern face, Sitting there on a hot summer day, Tapping her foot to the tunes from the cars that pass, Her hand waves at those that call out her name, She’s familiar to everyone, Almost as if she’s … Continue reading I See Her When I Close My Eyes
What If My Son Was Ahmaud?
Looking at this picture and watching everything going on currently with Ahmaud Arbery, I’m filled with so many emotions. Anger, frustration, fear, and many more. I find it ironic that the very car my son has to walk past to get home could contain an individual so insecure and afraid of his melanin, his strength, … Continue reading What If My Son Was Ahmaud?
This Moment In Time
I remember walking along the beach, The sky was painted in red and orange, The sun was a dim glow fading away, I wished for you, My stubbornness wouldn’t allow me to call, I know the argument was stupid, but who apologizes first? I find a spot and become lost in my thoughts, It was … Continue reading This Moment In Time
Those Were The Days
Fill me with the nostalgia of my childhood Remind me of the long days outside filled with nothing but careless playing Those were the days No worries of the world that the adults conquer daily Although we can’t wait to be grown Right now we just want to enjoy the moment Ride with me on … Continue reading Those Were The Days
No Difference In The World Today
“Is there anything I can help you with?” Those words sound normal when perusing through the store, Right? I thought that too until I saw your face in the very next aisle. I make eye contact with you and you quickly put your head down. Shrugging it off, I continue to the next one and … Continue reading No Difference In The World Today
May 7th
As May 7th approaches, I’m filled with thoughts of your memory. May 7th, the last day I was able to physically hold you. In my mind I knew what the day would bring, but my heart wasn’t ready. I couldn’t let someone so precious go so soon. Looking down at you I was hit with … Continue reading May 7th
The Sins Of The Parents
As I down the last of my drink, I look into the eyes of the most precious child. She doesn’t deserve what she has to go through now. The person she loves and looks up to more than anything no longer resides in her home. She questions everyday what time he’s coming home from work … Continue reading The Sins Of The Parents
You’re My Drug Of Choice
I don’t do drugs, At least not in the way people think. The high I look for is on a deeper level The type of high that seeps into the crevasses of my cranium, Shoots through my veins invading my system, And leaves me floating in an intergalactic space continuum. This is a high I … Continue reading You’re My Drug Of Choice
Inspiration Post: Find Your Groove
Sometimes it’s difficult to determine what you want to do with you life. There’s endless options, but seems as if it’s not enough time. We feel rushed to jump into a career field that’s supposed to make us happy because of the amount of money being made. In the words of Bob Marley, “Money can’t … Continue reading Inspiration Post: Find Your Groove
A Gift Of Love From The Universe
The universe promised that if I was patient it would deliver A love that was meant to make my soul shiver So patient I was as I continued to work on myself In the midst of my grounding, a tantalizing vision of smooth chocolate skin is what I saw out in the horizon as the … Continue reading A Gift Of Love From The Universe
Love Never Lost
I remember the time I thought I lost you I woke up early for some reason and couldn’t feel you My world was so off balance I needed you to steady it I journeyed up to the stars for you, But got caught up trying to wish on a shooting star as the rest danced … Continue reading Love Never Lost
Insomnia
It sits there, lurking throughout the day Never saying anything, but watching intently Sooner or later it will make its move It’ll trick you into thinking you’ll have the best night ever Then when you’re freshly showered, snug under your covers with your eyes slowly closing It rings the doorbell to your brain while singing … Continue reading Insomnia
I’m Going To Start A Garden
I’m going to plant a garden, but not just any garden This garden will be an ode to my grandmother and the beautiful flowers she had To the left is where my rose bushes will be Further down will be the sunflowers, a garden must have those On the right will be the elephant ears … Continue reading I’m Going To Start A Garden
Stairway To Heaven
I was told that if I traveled far enough I would find the stairway to heaven Could you imagine a place like that existing I mean really imagine… To journey to the top of the stairs and get lost in the clouds Call out your loved ones names and see their face spreading the white … Continue reading Stairway To Heaven
The Day You Left
Have you ever been paralyzed with so much pain that you thought you were dying? Your heart constricts and blood flow decreases until you are no longer breathing That’s how I felt when you left Life was no longer worth living No longer would I see the depth of the world in your eyes No … Continue reading The Day You Left
My Library Will Never Burn Down
Someone once said that when an old person dies a library burns down. So you mean to tell me that all that knowledge and wisdom will be reduced to ashes simply because their spirit has left it’s temporary housing? The walks of my people will now be erased like the rain pouring down to wash … Continue reading My Library Will Never Burn Down
In Your Presence
It’s been 15 years since I stood in your presence, before that I don’t remember. The memory of you can’t even be described as fleeting, in reality it’s non-existent. I used to wonder why out of all of us I was left alone without any memories of you, but then I realize that it was … Continue reading In Your Presence
Last Night We Danced
Last night we danced and it was magical. You walked in the room and there was no one else but us. Nothing extravagant, just an ordinary room where you and I were the only two people in the world. It started slow with us looking into each other’s eyes and then transitioned into a cozy … Continue reading Last Night We Danced
Ascension
As I closed my eyes, I remember the feeling of floating to another place. In this place, I was barefoot walking through the woods. Every snap of a twig and crunch of a leaf made my feel as if I was going to somewhere of importance. The sound of tribal music could be heard from … Continue reading Ascension
Introvert Life
While everyone is sitting at home going stir crazy because of Covid-19 shutting everything down, I’m happily in my home reading books, watching documentaries, and meditating while my children fill my home with the rowdiness that would normally be seen in the outside world. I have my balance. As an introvert, Here is where I … Continue reading Introvert Life
The Feeling of Love
I wanna know love, I wanna know everything there is to know about that warm fuzzy feeling inside. I wanna know the feeling of your skin brushing against my arm and the softness of your lips pressed against mine. Our heartbeats in sync like the best drummers on the drum line as the majorettes dance … Continue reading The Feeling of Love
I Am Not One Of Your Little Friends
“I am not one of your little friends!” I yell out loud before turning to see who said that. Did those words really come out of my mouth? When did I turn into my mother? Rushing to the mirror I take a look at myself. Those were the same words she used to tell me … Continue reading I Am Not One Of Your Little Friends
I Want To Walk In The Rain
I want to walk in the rain. Feel the cool water hit me, as I release all the worries of the days before. I want to let go and not have a care in the world. In that moment I will be free to be myself in the purest form possible. As the rain pours … Continue reading I Want To Walk In The Rain
Let’s Do Yoga!
In the closet, I’m obsessed with yoga. Meaning I totally love yoga, but haven’t worked up the nerve to follow all the way through with it. Many things have been the cause of that. Fear, anxiety, intimidation, just to name a few. Being plus size, I see all the images of the different yogi’s in … Continue reading Let’s Do Yoga!
