I told you I didn’t love you,
At least I thought I did.
They say actions speak louder than words
And my actions SCREAMED at you.
We talked less, we touched less, and
Making love has become nonexistent.
I thought you understood what that meant.
You asked me why I didn’t say I was unhappy,
But how can you hear it when most of my time is spent next to him.
He gets the touches, he gets the talks, and when we make love it the most beautiful experience in the world.
Now I know all of this sounds like an excuse
Especially when I’ve been so vocal about my feelings
Truth is I’m a coward
Too scared of how deeply and quickly I fell in love with you
So now I’ve convinced myself that I really don’t love you
I’ve convinced myself that those actions screaming at you were my true feeling when in reality I’m just running
Please don’t blame yourself for any of this, you honestly did nothing wrong.
My way of loving was damaged long ago.
As I leave you for him take comfort in one thing
Just like I hurt you is how I’ll hurt him.